there aren't enough words in the foulmouth dictionary

to describe the terrible day i had and the worse mood i was in. case of the MONDAYS to be sure. but the fog is now lifting, and i will tell you why:
1)dinner with my girlfriends. there is just nothing freaking better. the fact that this was sushi week helps too.
2)after dinner, i went to the grocery store. as i was driving home, i thought about how i just bought pretty much whatever i wanted at the grocery store. i didn't have to hold back, and i got to drive those groceries home in a good car, to a home that i love. why should i be in such a bad mood when i have so many blessings?
3)EFFING FEBRUARY is almost, finally, almost, over. just two more days. and then, lovely, beautiful, springtimey, march is upon us. a time for renewal. a time for new positivity to bloom, much like these daffodils that are already starting to bloom in my garden, thanks to the lovely weather:


















i just can't describe how negative i was feeling today. but now, i am feeling so much more postitive. and i am so thankful for that.

i still hate february though. i don' t think that will ever go away! :)